Yeah, so I did pretty well yesterday. Kept up all my goals. And then I woke up this morning with a colossal stomach ache. I think I had a massive hemorrhoid or something, but it felt like constant cramping every time I move. No good! Funnily I'm passing poop fine. I think I must have strained something in my sleep and, yeah, am in pain and just want to stay in bed and not do anything all day.
Also the reason why I kind of went on reddit against my better judgment and now it's super late in the day, but you know what, I'm going to keep on working. It's not like I have anywhere else to be, right? So might as well just put in the hours. Pretend it's like hours getting billed. I clock in, I get 'paid.' Lots of people would love to be able to sit down when they're feeling bad and on the clock right? So I'm not even feeling that bad, just very crampy. I have no excuse.
Anyway, maybe I'll actually make this into a thing on here, checking in every day for work? Just for Camp NaNo month, though. Keeps me motivated. (And of course now I've kind of set this into a goal I'm immediately not motivated and don't want to do this anymore lol). Perhaps in May I'll actually schedule a normal day off or something. Anyway, this is more or less a pep talk for myself as I don't feel well and I still have to make myself work. I will NOT be exercising today, though, thank you very much. Ain't gonna push myself physically too.
Also the reason why I kind of went on reddit against my better judgment and now it's super late in the day, but you know what, I'm going to keep on working. It's not like I have anywhere else to be, right? So might as well just put in the hours. Pretend it's like hours getting billed. I clock in, I get 'paid.' Lots of people would love to be able to sit down when they're feeling bad and on the clock right? So I'm not even feeling that bad, just very crampy. I have no excuse.
Anyway, maybe I'll actually make this into a thing on here, checking in every day for work? Just for Camp NaNo month, though. Keeps me motivated. (And of course now I've kind of set this into a goal I'm immediately not motivated and don't want to do this anymore lol). Perhaps in May I'll actually schedule a normal day off or something. Anyway, this is more or less a pep talk for myself as I don't feel well and I still have to make myself work. I will NOT be exercising today, though, thank you very much. Ain't gonna push myself physically too.
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