Thursday, September 03: Bright Nights (Part 2 - The Not-Lanterns)
September 18th, 2026 19:05The farmhouse. :)
And I'm always a sucker for fairy lights and trees. This is a nice open space.
Eight pictures below the cut:
Since we arrived while it was still a bit light out, we wandered over to the farm animals. Figured we could say hi to them and then loop back to walk through the lanterns once it was all the way dark.
A horse!
A bigger horse!
This sheep was pretty over it.
Light up squares!
There were a lot of interactive displays. Some are photo-ops, like the octopus lantern that's wrapped around a chair, or the shark mouth that you can step up into. Others are things like this, where the pressure lights the squares up in different light patterns. There were also light-up see-saws, and some comfy swing chairs. It was very un-crowded, so we were able to do all the interactive things we wanted to. :)
We also had time to get some food (surprisingly delicious hot dogs and fries, haha.) I also got a drink (a canned cocktail) which was tasty.
There was a simple little scavenger hunt that I opted in to. It was four brief little clues, pointing you toward specific lantern displays, and then those lanterns had little podiums where you could do a crayon rubbing to reveal an image:
One of the rubbing stations.
And the completed image! I thought it being an anatomical heart was pretty cool! (And I succeeded in lining up my pieces fairly well, haha.)
The back of the farmhouse! I was sad to see a broken window. :(
And an ofrenda display in the visitor center. :) Put together by the Mexican Cultural Center of Denver.
One more picture of the ofrenda, which is dedicated to the animals that have passed on from the farm.
It really was a lot of fun, and I'm glad we went. I'm hoping we'll be back for their Halloween event again, which we loved last year! Sounds like this year it will overlap with the lanterns, so we'd be seeing those again, but the other stuff is also really neat. Fingers crossed!
Snowflake method for Original Work, Take #3: New learning
September 18th, 2026 18:15As always, this is more of snapshot of my process for my own record, fun to see the evolution. As with every iteration, I tweaked it a bit again. (Link to the original method for the unfamiliar!)
Past lessons: APPLIED
First, I definitely kept in mind my new awareness of character goals and stakes throughout, which feels like a kind of levelling up. That's so cool. (I still just hope it's for real lol, I haven't gotten eyes on anything I finished since developing this new awareness -- SOON* THOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) (*time is relative)
I also have a lot more awareness of which threads will come back to bite me if I leave them dangling. There were a loooot of them in the Cursed Witch... Genuinely elements I went like "urgh I don't know what to do with this, but it seems pretty minor" that killed me before and some that are still killing me now XD And for the Soul Thief, it was more stakes-related issues I went through too fast or didn't notice. This time, whenever I stubbed my toe against a tiny edge, I took out the magnifying lens and went "Oh? Oh? What is this? You kick vriddy? You stab her foot like a lego? JAIL FOR YOU DANGLING PLOT THREAD" (well, hopefully, even if not always successfully -- see interlude below orz)
Extra Steps? Just The One
Before, I added a couple of extra steps along the way to explore various worldbuilding elements that kept coming up. Here it didn't happen for two reasons, I think: a mix of including relevant worldbuilding asides in existing steps (especially world/family history), and since I was snowflaking directly in the Scrivener project, also starting to set up my story bible as I grew my understanding of the lore (maybe I did start a bit too early, since there were changes along the way, but at the same time there wasn't that much either and the overview was helpful.) I did end up adding a step (5.5!) once I started getting a feel for the strange magic system, but wanted to get a better handle of it before going further. I kinda ended up copy-pasting that step directly into a Lore file.
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September 17th, 2026 21:32I'm mostly building models in my spare time, because it remains a good way to turn off certain parts of my brain. I'm also working on a fic for
Work is work, other stuff is other stuff. I re-read all of Gundam 00F basically in one shot before the 00F event started in Eternal and 1) 00F still holds together pretty well. I think this is the first re-read I've managed since it came out, despite multiple attempts where I ended up bouncing. And 2) the event is unfortunately pretty bad. There's some 'new' art that might be from Crossrays or something, and that's nice-enough, but overall the event is a let-down. Somehow, the first Astray event was actually pretty good, X Astray was crap, and this is crap. I suspect some of the events for stuff I'm not as familiar with were also crap but because of unfamiliarity, I didn't realize how crap they were. Which is probably partly a constraint of adapting manga to a mobile game but probably also partly the way they're choosing to adapt things.
There have been some really good events, for the record. The SD events have been great, and there was a UC-Alt-Timeline event that was fun.
I have, unsurprisingly, dumped like all my hoarded resources into making white Astraea into something fancy.
It's Tokyo Game Show weekend and I'm just kinda checked out on it. RomSaGa 3 remake was already announced and we've got Resonance coming up and idk what else I'm really looking forward to?
Mantis and Bella Update:
September 17th, 2026 18:51Here she is, just slightly bigger!
And here's her shed.
I think this is probably her i5 instar. The cup she came in says she reached i4 on 7/29. I should ask Alex if he knows how many instars Giant Rainforest Mantises have, since he did most of the research on them. A quick search says 7 or so? Though she's still got a lot of growing to do!
So last night, I said that Bella had still been behaving strangely through the day and evening, but had finally settled down and was sleeping in between us on the bed.
Alex nudged her around 10:30 for her last outdoor trip of the night... and she jumped off the bed like everything was perfectly normal. (She had been very leery of trying to jump up or down from anywhere, like she didn't trust that she could judge the jump.) Alex took her out, and said she was like... 95% normal. She still gave the stairs a serious sideeye when they walked past, but otherwise was acting like everything was fine. When she got back in, she jumped up on her step to get up on the bed, and then promptly settled back down for the evening.
I didn't want to jinx anything, but then this morning she was back to 100%. No pacing, no agitation, able to jump off the bed. Didn't even look over at the stairs this morning. Back to her "fancy, energetic show-dog trot" when she's on the leash, instead of the somewhat more wary body language she displayed yesterday.
So it took about 25 or 26 hours, instead of the 24 we were originally trying to wait out, but... now everything seems to be fine. We're obviously keeping an eye on her, and if this happens again, we'll try to get her to the vet while the symptoms are happening so she can be checked out. But for now... whatever it was seems to have passed.
I'm relieved, but also do very much wish I had an idea of what had caused it. For now, we hope it's done.
Anthropomorphized Sunflowers Pt 1
September 17th, 2026 16:20Creativity quotes from Austin Kleon's book "Don't call it art"
September 17th, 2026 19:45ANYWAY apparently I wrote down a few quotes while reading Austin Kleon's latest book, "Don't call it art." I didn't actually enjoy this book as much as the other ones, although because I read the other three around the same time, I can't remember which is my favourite. It's probably "Keep Going" because that's a good message and the one I started with. But "Steal like an artist" was good too, and "Show your work" kind of reminded me of what I do with this journal, sometimes, even though I don't actually share snippets or things like that.
A bunch of quotes related to creativity that I wanted to be able to revisit:
Abraham Maslow - The most mature human beings living are childlike. This is not as contradictory as it sounds. The most mature people are the ones that can have the most fun.
Remember to have fun.
Don't be afraid to do what comes naturally. Fight the urge to do things the "right" way. Don't lose the magic.
One way to boost your curiosity about the world [...] Take everything as a sign and you'll be less stumped about what to do next.
If your output isn't where you want it to be, try working on your input.
And here's a terrible photo of a table from a page from the book that I want to keep a reference of. I'm going to write down the contents below.

How to talk to a kid (or anyone else) about art (or anything else)
When you meet a kid, instead of "What do you want to be when you grow up?", try "What do you love to do?"
When they share something they made, instead of "What is it?", try "Tell me about this!"
When they like something you don't, instead of "I don't like this", try "Tell me what you like about this!"
When they come to you with a problem, instead of "You should just...", try "That sounds hard. How can I help?"
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Bella update:
September 16th, 2026 20:44While she didn't get up until I did this morning, once I was up, she was back to similar behaviors as last night. She wanted to get up and pace back and forth on the bed, kept looking down at the floor like she thought something was down there. :/
She was much easier to distract from her agitation than she was last night: she'd redirect it to playing with a toy or chewing on a bone.
Alex said he'd see how she did through the rest of the day. Reportedly, she followed him around while he was doing stuff around the apartment, but didn't seem to need to pace as much. Once he was done with stuff and sat down on the bed, she got on the bed with him (though he had to lift her up.) While she was still a bit restless, she would lay back down when he told her to, and then she did spend a chunk of the day asleep.
So it seemed like she was doing a bit better... but it's still not back to normal. She has the same sort of nervous "looking for something" behavior when there's nothing to distract her, and did the same in the car. She seems very concerned with the apartment stairs when we walk past them. Alex says he thinks she seems confused, but only about location, like she doesn't really know where she is. She recognizes us, and commands, and everything else, though.
She's still eating normally (and still peeing/pooping fine). Still no new symptoms of pain or distress or anything. She's easily distractable with toys, playing, or toys, and she wants to play and interact, but when there's nothing to distract her, she's back to agitated. (Though since Alex and I both settled into bed, she's been happy enough to just sort of doze between us.)
She can very obviously still see (she recognized me from half a block down the sidewalk today after work), and she's fine to catch treats and take them easily. But I sort of wonder if something has changed with her vision. Her eyes look fine, pupils are reactive, blinking normally, but she's very unsure about getting up or down off of things, making me wonder if her depth perception is okay. (Though again, she's able to see and judge where things are, so maybe it isn't that.)
I'm not sure. I'm relieved that she does not seem to be in pain or distress, but it's clear that something is wrong, and it did not pass after a night of sleep.
Alex is going to call and leave a voicemail for our vet and see when we can bring her in.
Thursday, September 03: Bright Nights (Part 1 - The Lanterns)
September 16th, 2026 19:46We managed to pick a really excellent night: it was the first in a string of days where I didn't rain through part of the evening, and it was really pleasantly warm, even after dark.
Good news for us (if not so much for the venue...) it was very uncrowded! There were certainly other people, but we rarely had to wait, and when it came to the interactive exhibits, we were able to do any of them we wanted. It was really nice to not feel like we were dodging crowds (both to see things and to take pictures.) That said, I do hope that the attendance picks up; this was very early in the season, during a week there'd been a lot of rain, on a pre-season football night, so it's very possible that was part of why it was so quiet.)
I loved so many of the lanterns!
One of my favorites: a horned lizard and beetle. :)
An orchid mantis! Another favorite!
I also really loved the crab atop the coral reef.
Thirteen more:
Cranes!
Tigers!
Some beautiful crocuses.
A neat pathway to walk through.
I really loved the mantises!
I liked the rainbow dragonfly.
Shark!!
Axolotls! :D
"Herd" of seahorses!
A very cool eel!
And a very cool mandarinfish.
The jellyfish lights were really cool.
Octopus! (This was a photo spot; the purple thing is a chair.)
The different displays were really beautiful. I was a bit surprised (positively) that it was basically all different from last year. I anticipated it being a lot of the same "feature" pieces, with maybe just a few different pieces throughout. Instead, it was basically all different from what I remember from last year!
However, it did also feel a lot... smaller than last year. Everything was still really wonderful! But it felt like a bit less than it did last year.
We spoke to an employee after, and she asked for our opinion. When we mentioned the above, she said that it is definitely a lot smaller... because they had so few workers from the company to assemble the lanterns and set them up, and were forced to downsize it. It's a Chinese company, and their employees come to the US on visas to help assemble and set up these sorts of events... and this year, many of them were denied their visas. (This is a different company, but I saw some news coverage about a similar style event in Nashville that was cancelled entirely for the same reason.) So that's... depressing.
I'm glad they were still able to do what they did, but I'm sorry it wasn't really what was intended. I hope the company has better luck next year.
(These were all my favorite lanterns, but I'll have a second post of the non-lantern stuff we saw while there.)
der herr der ernte sammelt garben uns ein
September 16th, 2026 16:43The concert tomorrow is the chorus's 1000th, which feels like an impressive milestone; we still have one founder member, and they've asked people to bring in photos from their first concerts (although honestly I'm not sure how many of us took photos of our first concerts...) - someone had brought in a selection of historical photos yesterday, which was a lot of fun to look back through. And someone else linked to a YouTube video of my first Mahler 2 in 1998 - it was Simon Rattle's leaving concert, and they frivolously decided to include the youth choruses in the last couple of pages (can't actually approve artistically, but it was an amazing experience *g*). I very much enjoyed spotting any number of familiar faces there too, but also it was a good performance. And I definitely did not realise, as a teenager, how young Rattle still was then! The white hair is distracting, of course, but he was barely mid-forties.
Still making progress on B5; we're moving on in season 3, and things are really starting to kick off. I am enjoying Marcus - I really liked him first time around, but in a much more hearteyes kind of way; this time around we are very impressed with his beautiful blowdried hairstyle, and how intensely annoying he is being at basically all times *g*. He's just... constantly winding people up, and it's a delight.
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September 16th, 2026 18:26Today in generational change questions from Youngest: Did you have chalk boards in primary school?
Me: there were blackboards all through my university years*. Except the lectures in the Octagon--the CS lecturer used an overhead projector, but I actually don't remember if the psych lecturer(s) used any visual aids or not.
Youngest: when did that change?
Me: buggered if I know.
* a moving target, I know. This was my 1990s university years, not my 2000s university years (might have been white boards?), my 2010s university years (everything 100% online, almost no lectures), or my 2020s university years (in which all talks attended have powerpoint (generic) slides or nothing).
New Mantis!
September 15th, 2026 18:51She (we hope) does not have a name yet, but she is a Giant Rainforest Mantis. They're native to Australia. :) She's pretty young and small for now (fourth or fifth instar, according to the cup she came in), but if she is a female, she could get up to 4.3 inches! That's very big!
One of Alex's friends suggested "Stringbean" for a name, but we're hoping she'll end up much larger than a stringbean. I suggested "Drop Bear," since it's an Australian species, or "Apocrypha" to sort of thematically go with Heretic.
This is from behind, but she is eating a fruit fly in this picture. I'm glad she ate!
(I dumped some fruit flies into her new habitat after we set it up, but wound up with way more than intended in there. At least she's spoiled for choice right now.)
It took a bit, but she did venture out of her original cup into the rest of the cage. She so far likes the spider plant leaves and the very top.
I hope she does well. We haven't ever done care for an exotic mantis before, but I'm hoping we have a good setup for her. (And I hope she gets real big!)
Habit Tracking: Week 37 (September 06 - September 12)
September 14th, 2026 17:31
The previous week, we went to Four Mile House's "Bright Nights" event, with the cool silk lanterns. It was very neat, and we got stickers. :)
This week was okay, though fairly stressful. Having to deal with getting estimates and then the car getting towed combined two things - vehicles and money - that I most hate/find most stressful to deal with. The whole situation remains frustrating, but we've done what we can at this point. Work was also frustrating, though at least it was mostly caused by things external to our office, so it was frustration for my manager and I to bond over, ha. Hanging out with Taylor early in the week was very nice, and I'm happy with how much reading we got done (even though it was mostly just finishing things that were already in progress.)
My reading for the week! (Monday had a lot, ha.)
Goals for the week:
- I did finish reading Platform Decay
- I started reading So You Want to Be a Robot?
- I did hang out with Taylor from Sunday night to Tuesday
- I went to our center meeting on Saturday
- I did get some birthday shopping done for Taylor
- I did work on reviews, but am still very behind on them
- I did catch up on Dreamwidth posts
- I did not catch up on Dreamwidth commenting
- We did go get crickets
- I did water my plants
- I did not sort through pictures
- We did get one estimate on the truck, and Alex got a second one while I was at work
Tracked habits:
- Work - 5/7
- Household Maintenance - 5/7
- Physical Activity - 5/7
- Wrote 500/1000+ Words - 0/7
- Non-fiction Writing - 2/7 - both over 1000 words
- Meta Work - 2/7
- Personal Writing - 5/7
- Other Creative Things - 1/7
- Reading - 7/7 - I finished reading Platform Decay; instead of an ebook side-read, I've been reading the short story collection So You Want to Be a Robot?; Taylor and I finished A House With Good Bones and Absolution, read the short story "Bloody Summer", and started reading Harrow the Ninth.
- Attention to Media - 5/7 - On Tuesday we had news in the background; Wednesday and Thursday we watched an episode of Hoarders; Friday we watched the season finale of Alone, an episode of Hoarders, and then had game videos in the background; Saturday we watched a paranormal video, then later some game videos.
- Video Games - 2/7 - Taylor and I played through frlg.ips, which is a romhack of Pokemon Fire Red/Leaf Green that's also a horror ARG. It was really creative and fun!
- Social Interaction - 6/7
Total words written: 3993 on reviews.
Wednesday, August 26: Xeriscape Garden
September 13th, 2026 18:57Very cool wasp!
And a nice bee. :)
Twelve more pictures (one of a spider):
Succulent with flowers.
Not quite as clear as I'd hoped, but a pretty cool crab spider. (There are actually two: the one on the flower, and one under one of the petals on the left.)
If Bella sees a rock, she would like to climb it!
Bee!
A very spiky cholla!
Little cactus!
Desert willow. The flowers are so pretty.
Purple prickly pear.
Beetle!
A little blurry, but there are a couple ambush bugs making more ambush bugs.
I liked the single prickly pear paddle sticking up through the spruce, haha.
Very cute little bee with tiny pollen saddlebags.



