Camp What Camp?
April 8th, 2019 12:28![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I have been doing terrible, and I mean just TERRIBLE, for Camp this month. And it's crazy because I can't really afford the lack in progress either. But I'm still recovering from illness the first week of this month, and I'm feeling more and more like I'm not just losing motivation to write but losing motivation to do, well, anything. My brain is fine, my body is exhausted, and sometimes you just want to escape somewhere and not go back to whatever it is that's troubling you ever again.
I've joined a cute cabin for Camp but they don't use the in-camp chat but Discord, and I don't like Discord. I don't know why; it just never jives with me, so I've been super silent and un-sportsman-like in the shared talks of Camp because I just really don't want to log on to another website you know? I feel like the point of the cabins is you log on to the Camp NaNo site, see your cabinmate's profiles, their progress, etc., and you talk with them all from one single interface. Discord could have many channels and it feels so scattered brained to me. I know that's 'what all the kids use' these days but just for this one particular thing I'm stubborn and prefers the in-house chat. Anyway, long story short I've not gotten very motivated from the cabin chats either. I'm thinking of just not joining a cabin anymore and just be by myself. Or just get randomly assigned or something.
So far this camp has been very lackluster. Because of me, mostly, but it doesn't have the encouragement it usually gave me in the past. Meh.
I've joined a cute cabin for Camp but they don't use the in-camp chat but Discord, and I don't like Discord. I don't know why; it just never jives with me, so I've been super silent and un-sportsman-like in the shared talks of Camp because I just really don't want to log on to another website you know? I feel like the point of the cabins is you log on to the Camp NaNo site, see your cabinmate's profiles, their progress, etc., and you talk with them all from one single interface. Discord could have many channels and it feels so scattered brained to me. I know that's 'what all the kids use' these days but just for this one particular thing I'm stubborn and prefers the in-house chat. Anyway, long story short I've not gotten very motivated from the cabin chats either. I'm thinking of just not joining a cabin anymore and just be by myself. Or just get randomly assigned or something.
So far this camp has been very lackluster. Because of me, mostly, but it doesn't have the encouragement it usually gave me in the past. Meh.
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